How to improve my self esteem?

I have no friends, no girlfriend. I hate my family. My brothers stole alot of my money. I was hit by a car when I was 11 and now I’m 25. I won 400k at age 18 tax free. I live in new york city. My mom is on drugs and has a crazy boyfriend. My dad is a lawyer who has no time for me. My parents never had time for me. I am constantly bored. I work as a stocktrader. I am in law school. I hate dating. I’ve dated over 60 girls and it just never works out. I used to be really good friends with a drug dealer who introduced me to beautiful women and made me feel good about myself. Now he is not my friend and plus he is in jail. I have had sex with over 30 women, now I’m just sick of putting myself out there. I’d rather just go to a strip club and pay. I can’t even make a wedding if I do meet a nice girl because nobody will come to my wedding. I’m smart and self sufficient and I have money but I’m not happy at all. The only "real" relationship I had was with a pot smoking promiscuous girl. help!
I am Jewish and was raised religious. Now I’m not religious but I have certain religious ideas. I have asked questions on here before and you guys and girls are so helpful. Thank You

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